Chrissy Teigen—a model, TV host, cookbook author, and Twitter star—is beloved for her refreshingly candid personality. True to form, the expecting mother put it all on the table in a recent interview with The Cut, opening up about life with her one-year-old daughter Luna, her worries about welcoming baby number two, and her struggles with both postpartum depression and failed cycles of IVF.
Though she was recently as the creative consultant for Pampers Pure (the brand’s natural and stylishly-printed diaper line), Teigen admitted she doesn’t quite feel like an expert in motherhood just yet.
“Oh god, no. I still hit up other people for advice all the time, especially people with two kids,” the mother-of-two-to-be explained to the site. “That’s something I’m really curious about right now — how to deal with your first when you have a second coming along, especially when they’re so young. Luckily, a lot of my best friends have two kids and they’re teaching me so much.”
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With a second baby well on the way, Teigen revealed that she’s already feeling someanxiety about splitting time between her two little ones.”I get really worried I’m not going to pay enough attention to Luna,” started, “but they’ve told me you actually start overcompensating and paying too much attention to your first. So there are a lot of these little things I always wonder about.”
Baby Luna is already poised to be a big sister, the proud mom said. “She’s pretty independent,” Teigen explained. “Aside from John [Legend], she’s not really attached to any one place or any one somebody. But I think that’s going to be really hard in a few months, when she sees me breastfeeding Baby Boy. All I can do is really worry about the future. But for now, it’s not too bad.”