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One night in September 2016, a drunk Kendall Jenner decided she’d get the word “meow” tattooed on the inside of her lip just because. Hidden, so no one would really see it, but visible on an Instagram her tattoo artist posted shortly after she got it, so everyone could:

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Jenner showing her tattoo on DeGeneres’ show.
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In hindsight, this wasn’t her best decision, she admitted to Ellen DeGeneres on her show, airing today. “I was drunk! I was drunk!! I was not thinking clearly,” she started.

There was no profound reason she chose the word “meow.” “It was literally the first thing that came to my mind, like, I don’t know! Just like my drunk thoughts.” The process wasn’t painful though. “No [it didn’t hurt],” she said. “It’s just like fattiness, I don’t even know what this is: is it a muscle, fat, whatever? But it’s not—like bone hurts really badly. I have like finger tattoos here and you can’t even see them but these—that one hurt. Yeah, it’s like a little white heart. My first one was a white dot because I just wanted to know what it felt like. All my friends have them! I just want to know what it feels like. Nope, you can’t see it but that’s kind of the point.”

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The 22-year-old model also clarified that she has no plans for a wedding anytime soon—or a baby. “I have moments where I’m like do I have baby fever? Do I want a baby right now?” she mused. “But I don’t, I don’t! I shouldn’t say that. But I’m good. I can wait for a little while longer. But it’s awesome because I have all these little babies to play with so I can play with them and then just go away. And they’re all really cute and that’s a lot of pressure.”

Jenner said in a magazine interview earlier this week that she’d probably wait until her late twenties to have kids. “I am ready to wait [to have babies]. I want to have kids, but at, like, 28 or 29.”

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This post originally appeared on Harper’s Bazaar US.