Kristen Stewart really, really opened up about her relationships during her interview with Howard Stern yesterday, including how seriously in love she was with her Twilight co-star Robert Pattinson when they were dating.
Stern asked if there was a point Stewart thought she’d marry Pattinson. Stewart hesitated at first. “I don’t know, I wanted to…yeah, no, I think I’ve never been in—”
Stern then rephrased his question: “If he proposed, you would’ve gotten married?”
Stewart ultimately admitted yes and that she has felt that way in multiple relationships. “I don’t know. I’m not a super duper traditionalist, but at the same time, like yeah,” she said. “Every relationship I’ve ever been in, I thought that was it. I’ve never like casually—maybe one or two, okay, I’m not giving everyone that due. I’ve never really been the most casual person,” she admitted.
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Stewart told Stern that she couldn’t help but fall for Pattinson when working on Twilight with him. “There was nothing I could do,” she said with a laugh when the host said falling in love with another actor on set is in his opinion, the biggest mistake.
She explained she had been nervous that their romance would look fake if they were super public about it at the time. “It’s so weird actually being honest about this it’s been so heavily consumed, and I have this fear that people would assume that maybe I’m like, it’s kind of attention-y ‘oh cool you are still pushing that narrative’ or whatever and it’s like no, I’ve actually never been able to say what happened because I was so self-conscious about seeming like an attention-seeker,” she said.
“We were together for years, that was my first [love],” she continued, calling him “the best” even now.
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